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**some lil poems i wrote myself**

under the flesh, i cannot suppress
the feeling inside, i cannot hide
behind these eyes are tears iv cried
"what did i do to you for you to make me feel like this"
i leave meal after meal but yet i still feel
that horrible fat on my arms, legs, waist, hips and bum
my sister say's there curves
but i say "what on earth?"
"how many FAT girls do you see on the cover of a magazine?"
"yes i agree skinny's for me"

iv given in
iv eaten that food i threw in the bin
what a sin!
i run to the toilet
the house is still
and everyone hears me choking up
my final meal

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the end is near
its my final fear
but before i go
i just want you to know
that i love you so

now is the final toke
my life's gone up in smoke
one more stroke
and ill be gone
hope you miss me folks

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you never told him how i would..
look for him when he lost his sight
dance for him when he couldn't stand
sing for him when he forgot the words
feel for him when he lost all feeling
breath for him when his lungs failed him
die for him when he told me he would never love me

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i stare at my feet
while she envies my cheeks
she loses control and it takes its toll
she ends up in hospital
nobody knows why?
i see her pain as she wants to cry

her jeans are lose..
..her chest is flat..
..her face looks deflated..
..while mine is just fat

people say shes too thin
but i beg to differ
she is gorgeous
but i will be much thinner

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